California, born and raised
had it easy most of my days
till I was eleven and in the fifth grade
since then I haven't been the same
See I have a brother that I don't see
he hasn't been home since 2017
the last time I saw him he stole from me
and I forgave him, but it pained me
And I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I don't know how I feel about my life
I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I'm just trying to figure it out
Back in high school, I fell in love
with a girl and messed things up
with the friends I needed most
now to them, I'm just a ghost
See I put my time into a group of three
but they didn't put their time into me
now we don't speak and I'm alone
wishing someone would call my phone
And I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I don't know how I feel about my life
I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I'm just trying to figure it out
Now my Dad's in Kansas but the family's here
Mom says it's only gonna be for a year
and though we don't speak much anymore
I still miss him and love him more
And I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I don't know how I feel about my life
I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I'm just trying to figure it out
though I've had many things in life go astray
many things I will never say
I know God's with me every day
and in the end, it'll be okay
And I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I don't know how I feel about my life
I don't know how I feel about my life right now
I'm just trying to figure it out
credits
from Elements,
released January 15, 2020
Written by Blake Majano
Co-produced by David Antonio Garcia
Co-produced by Blake Majano
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